no name (a_speckled_rose) wrote,
no name

I've been rolling that word around in my head. i'm getting used to it.
i'm rolling it around, like you'd roll those chinese balls around in your hand,

i'm rolling it around like i rolled around that last word, "girlfriend."
I had that one rolling around for a good two weeks before i could say it out loud.
and this one? this one is so much more than a word, it's so much bigger than that. girlfriend, it's nothing more than a label, but it's a label i haven't put on myself for a very long time, and one i was not sure i was ready for.
and if i'm only just feeling ready for girlfriend, how can i be ready for love?

but it's in there, i'm rolling it around.
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