i'm rolling it around, like you'd roll those chinese balls around in your hand,
i'm rolling it around like i rolled around that last word, "girlfriend."
I had that one rolling around for a good two weeks before i could say it out loud.
and this one? this one is so much more than a word, it's so much bigger than that. girlfriend, it's nothing more than a label, but it's a label i haven't put on myself for a very long time, and one i was not sure i was ready for.
and if i'm only just feeling ready for girlfriend, how can i be ready for love?
but it's in there, i'm rolling it around.